WARNING: this is a very personal ramble.
call off the search party, i’m still alive.
sorry for being m.i.a. besides the typical excuses: work, life… it’s also that, lately, i’ve been very uninspired, unmotivated, and mostly unattractive. ever since the napa trip (i know, it’s been 3 weeks), i still haven’t snapped out of the vacay eating mode. if anything, i think i’ve accidentally developed a new horrible lifestyle of eating whatever i want and not exercising. every time, i try to snap myself back together, i’d fail. remember how i said i was going to try the master cleanse? well, i failed that too. twice! of course, all this recklessness is not without consequences. i am getting fatter by the minute and a lot of my cute clothes seem to have gotten not so cute on me… this leads to me feeling gross and unpretty… which gets me depressed… and the comfort eating… then finally i stop putting the effort to look nice every morning… so starts the vicious cycle again. yes, this is nothing new to me. ever since my teen years, i have always struggled with my weight. what can i say? i love food and i got a super lazy metabolism.
so while, i’m going through my debbie downer phase, this has been my salvation: the sf shiba cam
i am still interested in fashion and would love to post more outfits. however being now camera-shy, i think i might have to think of more creative ways to display my clothes. let’s see what i end up doing…